Dear Mom,

I miss you a lot. I've been thinking about you a lot lately. Not just today but for quite sometime. Of course, not a day goes by that I don't think about you and want so badly to call you up and talk to you and tell you all of the things that the kiddos are doing. But since I had Mr. Will, I've thought about you more often. I will always be sad that you were not able to be with them in this life, but I know that you were preparing them to come to me. I have a feeling that you were with them the day that their name was called and they were sent to our family.
I want so much to be able to call and tell you how much the kids are growing up and everything that they are up to. I wish that I could tell you how much I love them and how wonderful it is to be their mother and to tell you that I learned from the best. I know that you see them and watch over them, and you probably know them better than anyone else, but I just want to be able to tell you. I know that I will get that chance someday, and I look forward to it.
I hope that I am making you proud. I wish everyday that I do things the way you would. That I mother the way you would. I'm making my own way and doing things in my own way was well, but I hope that I'm doing them with the same love and care that you would. Thank you for your example. Like I said, I learned from the best.
I know that the Lord called you home for a reason. I just wish that I knew what that reason is. There most be something amazing going on. I miss you so much and I know you are smiling down on my little family. I love you.
Love,
Meghan